Wednesday, January 1, 2014

A NEW LIFE

*** submitted by Anonymous


When I was a little girl I always felt different than everyone else.  I would often day dream about what it would be like to be the "popular" girl, or prettier, or more talented.  I remember sitting in a stairwell at a family party, listening to my relatives chattering and laughing over clinking glasses, and feeling like I just didn't get it.  I didn't fit.

When I took my first drink of alcohol at age 14, it clicked.  I got it!  Now I could understand what all the fun was about.  I loved talking with everyone and anyone who would listen, I could be funny, I was pretty and I simply knew every guy wanted to date me, and I felt like I could accomplish anything.  Until the next morning when I would be hit with the worst hangovers and accomplish nothing being bed ridden all day.

By age 20 I had figured out the solution to my hangover problem, I would take a drink the following morning after a late night.  It took the edge off, my hands were no longer shaking, and my "personality" came back.  I felt better when I was buzzed, and learning to maintain it became the goal.

It was around this time that I became unexpectedly pregnant with a man I'd been dating about a week, and was forced quit drinking.  Honestly, it was not very difficult to stop as my obsession with alcohol was replaced by the obsession of a new baby.  A hurried wedding took place, I purchased my first home, and before I knew it another baby was on the way.  I had two boys 12 months apart, and had spent almost two years being pregnant.  Drink time came once again...

My days blurred together as I felt trapped in a house with two babies to take care of, and the stress mounted.  I turned to alcohol as my nanny, my helper to keep me sane as I changed countless diapers, fed, bathed, clothed these children, and did endless laundry.  I was certainly justified in my drinking - if you had my life you would drink too!  But soon I just couldn't sit in the house with two toddlers all day.  We had to get out and go run errands, go to playdates, have fun at the park, and learn to swim.  It was then that I turned the one drink who would lead to the end for me - Vodka.

I believed that Vodka didn't smell - now I know so many in recovery are under the same delusion.  I would poor Vodka mixed with juice, soda, water, whatever I could mix it with into a water bottle, and off we would go.  My boys and me.  I would drive all over the town, attend parent meetings, exercise, go shopping, make dinners, all in a drunken haze that I became very clever at hiding.  Not.

People around me started to suspect I had a problem long before I did.  My mother in particular questioned my choices and behavior.  I believed my husband was the problem, he was the alcoholic one.  So I packed up the boys and left.  Left my house, my belongings, everything.  We moved in with my mother and within six months I was a divorced, alcoholic disaster, and tired of making up new alibis and reasons as to why.

My journey in recovery began one night when I took my two year old son to the grocery store after a night of drinking and making cookies.  I had run out of green food coloring, and I just HAD to have that!  No matter that I was drunk, I was headed to the store with my toddler in tow.  I vaguely remember the cashier eyeing me as I struggled to enter my pin number and swayed back and forth.  She then leaned in and said, "are you drunk?"...  I was humiliated, frozen in fear that I had been found out.  I turned away in a hurry and never replied, just got the hell out of there with my bag as fast as I could, carrying my son who was innocently playing with his new lollipop.

On the drive home it poured rain and I could barely operate my windshield wipers.  I realized I was putting my son's life and mine in danger.  I realized, for the first time, I was powerless over alcohol.

After a few more days of drinking to dull myself from the humiliation at the store, I had finally had enough.  I crawled on my hands and knees into my mother's bedroom one night, knowing she mysteriously had a copy of "The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous".  I didn't know what was in it, but I knew I had to read it and opened right up to the stories in the back of the book.  I began reading and realizing I could identify with every single story - I knew I was one of them.

The next day I went to my first AA meeting and my life was forever changed.  That was four years ago, and today I have 11 months of sobriety.  I never thought one day would be possible, let alone almost a year.  I relapsed plenty of times, always with good excuse - I was offered a drink and couldn't say no, I was depressed, I was trapped with drinkers at a party, the list goes on.  But the truth is nobody can make me drink today, if I drink its because I want to - period.  And the miracle today isn't that I don't drink, the miracle is that I DON'T want to!

I have learned a way to live sober today, and it includes working the 12 Steps of AA, having a sponsor, and giving back to others.  I have replaced alcohol with fellowship with women in recovery, and that is what has worked for me.  I pray every morning, and I thank God all day, not just at night.  I write a daily gratitude list to remind myself to be thankful for something even when life seems dull, and I send it to my sponsor.  I attend meetings and share what it was like for me to drink, I pray I never forget.

I am so grateful for my sobriety today, and the recovery journey has healed inner wounds I never even knew existed.  My growth as a person and ability to help others is a treasure, and I give all the glory to God for intervening in my life.  God speaks to me through other people, and that is why I share my story and continue to hear other's stories.  Perhaps someone will read mine and know its God speaking to them, this message.  Life is not perfect today, but it’s nothing I have to drink over, and if my head hits the pillow each night without taking a drink its better than my greatest day I ever spent drunk.

29 comments:

  1. This is really beautiful. Congratulations on your 11 months; I had 180 days and then blew it for two months. Now, I'm back on track and on Day 15. Praying is a must for me; I simply can't do this without asking for God's help. Happy Sober New Year!

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    1. With a great joy and fullness of happiness i my heart, i want to thank a powerful spell caster called Dr Miracle, I am from USA, before now i thought i have lost my husband for good after just 2 years of our marriage, We had a fight because he thought that i was cheating on him with my childhood friend and nothing like that happen. He was been deceived by my own very good friend who was having crush on him just to make him hers. Which she really succeeded till now, i tried my possible best to make him know the real truth that i was not cheating but he was already fed up because of the lies rendered against me by my own friend, from their i was searching for help because he was my life and without him i could hurt myself. I contacted three fake spell caster that drained me of my money before i came across Dr Miracle, who finally cast a spell on my husband that made him realize that i was not cheating on him, He came back begging me for forgiveness and that was how we came back and now he love me more than before, anything i tell him now is what he does, Thanks to the great and powerful Dr Miracle for restoring joy, happiness to my home again. If you need help, contact him on his Email (MIRACLESPELLHOME@YAHOO.COM) or his web, http://miraclespellhome.wix.com/dr-miracles,,,,

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    2. I am joes candra, I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect i want to thank DR.MARVIN for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until i loosed my boyfriend, I required help until i found a grate spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast. Three days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for past 6 years now, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to be my back bone till the rest of his life with me. DR.MARVIN released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. As I`m writing this testimony right now I`m the most happiest girl on earth and me and my boyfriend is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that`s why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe.All thanks goes to DR.MARVIN for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address in any situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine for me, he will definitely help you too. MARVINLOVESPLL011@YAHOO.COM that is his email address bye or you can call is hot line on +2349059897314

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  2. Major Kudos for your eleven months. You are so on the right path now I can hear it in your words. Proud of you !~!

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  3. I had an experience in the grocery store that was remarkably similar to yours. That was my big wake up call, too. Thank you so much for sharing your story.

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  4. Wow! I am so happy that you shared your story. I have started over many times but always tell myself that I can handle it and it's only a couple of drinks. Each time, I am fine with my drinking, until I am not. Something always happens that makes me ashamed, scared, and wanting to be done with that old "friend" that I have always turned to. I read the Prologue in the book "Drink, The Intimate Relationship Between Women and Alcohol", by Ann Johnston (You can read it on Amazon by clicking "Look Inside" for the book) - It totally changed the way I view alcohol. I haven't been drinking for a couple of months now and know I have a long way to go before I'm where you are. What I will say is that I feel great! I haven't slept as well in years. Not only that, I think I look better too.
    Thank you for your inspiration.

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  5. I'm ashamed to go back to my AA meetings as I am drinking again. Is this normal?

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  6. Yes that feeling is totally normal - but we have all been there! Don't let shame keep you from coming back to meetings, being honest with others about your struggle will help them to help you in this time of need. Let go of your pride and shame and give recovery another try, life is so much better and you deserve to feel the joy of sobriety! I am the author of this story - I remain sober today with 14 months. I relapsed for 3 years on and off, and I always felt that shame that you feel, going back to another meeting and getting yet another 24 hour chip, but TRUST me that its worth it go back, humble and honest, and try again! You will get it, just keep coming back :)

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  7. Congrats on your 11 months! I couldn't read your story and not reply, as I could relate on many different levels. Our stories are somewhat different in that I got sober (from alcohol) prior to having children. However, I have 3 children. The first two are 12 months apart, the second two are 2 years apart. I have 3 children under the age of 4 that I stay at home with. That, alone, is enough stress to drive ANYONE crazy! I have from time to time resorted to prescription meds (xanax, pain pills) thinking this was acceptable because I wasn't drinking. Well, I've come to find that my addictive nature covers a wide range of substances. But, anyway, just wanted to reply and say that I could relate...and congrats on your sobriety!

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  8. I love this story. Its really hit a cord. I relapsed on my birthday last thurs and went head first down the stairs. I have just cryed as i am so powerless over alchol . It can keep it . Its won. I want my life . Thankyou x

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  9. Wow, so much resonates. the line 'And the miracle today isn't that I don't drink, the miracle is that I DON'T want to!', I want that so much. I have gone stretches without alcohol, and I have never had the the desire to drink removed, or even close. Your story gives me hope.

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  10. Thank you all for your amazing and encouraging comments - I am the author of this story and I now have 20 months sober!!! I continue to live sober one day at a time - sometimes one moment at a time. But its working because I work it. I have a wonderful community of women friends, I do a daily gratitude list of 10 things I'm grateful for and send it to my sponsor via email, and most of all I stay spiritually connected and continue to grow in my faith with God. Truly that is the most important thing for me every single day - how fit am I spiritually? I cannot say enough in words how grateful I am to be living the sober life. I no longer have to look over my shoulder, recall the events of the night before, what I said, cringe over what I did, or feel guilt and shame when I look at my innocent children over what kind of mother I am. I am becoming the woman God wants me to be! And being of service to others is key. We are here to serve and help others, in our community and also in other ways. Whatever it is you are passionate about - find a way to serve in that area! And you will be blessed and others will be blessed by you. Thank you all so much, posting my story here was a pivotal moment for me in my recovery. It was saying it all out loud, it was being accountable. And I am forever grateful.

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  11. How Dr Eboehi The Great Spell Caster help Bring Back My Ex Lover: Husband

    Hello My name is Kathie Sherine, Am from USA, Texas. and I am very happy for posting on this blog on how a great spell caster helped me in bringing back the love of my life. I know there are lots of women like me out there who have done so much to have back their Husband, I am here to tell you all to search no further because the answer is right here. I sincerely believe if there are up to five spell casters like Dr Eboehi this world would be a better place, I have seen people complaining on how fake spell castes promised to help them but couldn't but with Dr Eboehi I tell you your problem is solved already. My Husband and I had been apart for 3 YEARS and I couldn't bear without living without him, I have tried everything to have him back but nothing was working until I saw numerous testimonies about a spell caster called Dr Eboehi and how great his work is. I contacted him via email (eboehispellcaster@yahoo.com) immediately and follow the step that he ask and in the next 48 hours my lover called me and was eager for my forgiveness and that he wished nothing more than to have me in his arms forever. I filled so much joy and happiness that I found Dr Eboehi, I hope you all here will find this testimony of mine and get your husband back in just 48 hours thanks... contact his email: eboehispellcaster@yahoo.com or call (208) 627-4749

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  12. Thanks to Dr Gbagada, i am very grateful

    to him for bringing my man back after two

    years of broken marriage because of

    pregnancy problem. I Aila love my man and he

    is my source of finance. we love to have

    kids and his dad want to see him bear kids

    before he can will his property to him but i

    could not bear him a child due to

    miscarriage then he decides to live me for

    another another lady. i search every where

    for him and i could not find him, i read

    different article on broken marriage just to

    encourage my self, i visit different site

    then a friend on face book( nora warland)

    directed me to Dr Gbagada with his email

    address drgbagadaspelltemple@hotmail.com,

    then i contact him and told him my problem

    and i did what he asked me to do after two

    days my handsband called me and ask of my

    location. To the glory of Dr.Gbagada my

    Husband is back my life and the lady she

    married did not also bear him a child all

    for the help of Dr.Gbagada Now i have a baby

    boy for him and still expecting another

    child.
    For any marriage or relationship problem

    contact Gbagada with

    drgbagadaspelltemple@hotmail.com

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  13. Thanks to Dr Dr Gbagada, i am very grateful to him for bringing my man back after two years of broken marriage because of pregnancy problem. I Aila love my man and he is my source of finance. we love to have kids and his dad want to see him bear kids before he can will his property to him but i could not bear him a child due to miscarriage then he decides to live me for another another lady. i search every where for him and i could not find him, i read different article on broken marriage just to encourage my self, i visit different site then a friend on face book( nora warland) directed me to Dr Gbagada with his email address drgbagadaspelltemple@hotmail.com, then i contact him and told him my problem and i did what he asked me to do after two days my handsband called me and ask of my location. To the glory of Dr.Gbagada my Husband is back my life and the lady she married did not also bear him a child all for the help of Dr.Gbagada Now i have a baby boy for him and still expecting another child.
    For any marriage or relationship problem contact Gbagada with drgbagadaherbalsolution@gmail.com

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  14. Hi friends! i want to share a live testimony on how Dr Ewan was able to bring my husband back to me, myself and my husband were on a serious breakup, even before then we were always quarreling fighting and doing different ungodly My husband packed his things out of the house and we had to live in different area, despite all this i was looking for a way to re_unite with my husband, not until i met Dr Ewan the great spell caster who was able to bring my husband back home, and he assured me that my husband will come back to me within 48hours hours after he has finish the preparation of the love am very glade today to tell the world that Doctor Ewan is truly a man of his word because my husband came back to me and we settled our differences my family is back again and we are happy living fine and healthy, with Dr Ewan all my dream came through in re_uniting my marriage, friends in case you need the help of Dr Ewan kindly mail him on( covenantsolutiontemple@gmail.com) or call him on +2347052958531, Sir i will forever recommend you!!!

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  15. Hi, I am a USA citizen, am here to testify how i got my Ex back with the help of this God-sent called Dr Unity for the great things he has done in my life.. First of all i want to thank mareen for the post she made on how Dr Unity helped her in bringing back her lover. At first when i saw the posting i was so happy and in the other hand so scared,That this might not be real, Then i decided to give it a try in which i contacted Dr Unity and told him how my lover left me for another lady for the past 3years and i have been lonely and depressed without him,So i asked him if he has helped anyone called mareen and he said yes, that was the lady he helped in bringing back her lover. I said good and i told him that if he can help me in bringing back my own lover,He laughed and said once i have contacted him that my problem will be solved.He said that my lover will be back to me within 48hours, Truly when the 48hours was completed i got a text from someone saying am sorry, then i decided to call the number i saw it was my lover Steve voice.i was so happy he was begging me and crying on phone, That he is ready to do anything that will make me happy in life,So i told him to come over which he did,As he was coming he came with a brand new Car as gift. i am so happy today with the help of Dr Unity. He has proven to me that he is not going to leave me for another lady again and stay with me forever, Am so happy today and am also thanking mareen for posting this early.Dr Unity you are truly a man of your word. He can also any kind of sickness and he can solve any kind of problems in this world. Friends i believe Dr Unity is a man to trust and believe on. You don't need to cry anymore Dr Unity has been sent to clean our tears you can contact him on his Email: Unityspelltemple@gmail.com or cell phone +2348072370762.

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  16. I have something to share with you!!! There is a great joy in my heart which I want to share with everyone. My name is Ella. I had a misunderstanding with my lover a few years ago; which led to us to break up and he never wanted to hear my voice again. He saw a beautiful love more prettier than myself, but as time went on I met Doctor ogbo. He is a great spell caster (medicine man ). I contacted him through his email and explained everything to him. He said that I shouldn't worry, that my lover will come back to me on his knees begging for forgiveness. I bought an item that he told me to buy for the preparation of the spell. After everything was prepared he told me that my lover will come to me with 24 hours begging. My greatest joy now is that he actually came back to me and fell on his knees begging for forgiveness, and today we are happy. Do you have any problem with your loved one? Do not know what to do? Well worry no more because Doctor ogbo can provide you with a spell to get him or her back. With the help of a spell just as he helped me. Contact Doctor ogbo today via email for your spell: drogbospellhome1500@gmail.com

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  17. The greatesst joy in my life now is that my love life has been restored by this great man and the best i can do now is to tell the whole world about this great man. This great man helped me when i had problem with my boyfriend and now my boyfriend is back in my arms if you are out there and you need a right place to solve your relationship problems contact this great man Dr Ogudugu is the right choice. He is a great man that have been casting spells with years of experience and he cast spells for different purposes like
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    (2)To cure Hiv/Aids.
    (3)You want to be promoted in your office.
    (4)If you want a child.

    Contact him today on his Email: greatogudugu@gmail.com

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  18. I have been looking for a love spell to bring back my husband after been separated for 3years, I have tried 3 different spell caster which I paid them money and non of them was able to get my wife back and this make me look frustrated until a friend of mine direct me to Eseh Spell Caster who did what I called love spell I was in contact with him and after 48hours my husband call me and said he want us to be together and now we are back again with my 12 years old daughter and there is more romance in our relationship.please if any one need a real love spell or been scam before then Dr.Eseh spell is the solution to your relationship problem you can reach him at (esehpriest@yahoo.com or call +27747278718

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  19. With a great joy and fullness of happiness i my heart, i want to thank a powerful spell caster called Dr Miracle, I am from USA, before now i thought i have lost my husband for good after just 2 years of our marriage, We had a fight because he thought that i was cheating on him with my childhood friend and nothing like that happen. He was been deceived by my own very good friend who was having crush on him just to make him hers. Which she really succeeded till now, i tried my possible best to make him know the real truth that i was not cheating but he was already fed up because of the lies rendered against me by my own friend, from their i was searching for help because he was my life and without him i could hurt myself. I contacted three fake spell caster that drained me of my money before i came across Dr Miracle, who finally cast a spell on my husband that made him realize that i was not cheating on him, He came back begging me for forgiveness and that was how we came back and now he love me more than before, anything i tell him now is what he does, Thanks to the great and powerful Dr Miracle for restoring joy, happiness to my home again. If you need help, contact him on his Email (MIRACLESPELLHOME@YAHOO.COM) or his web, http://miraclespellhome.wix.com/dr-miracles,,,,

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  20. For those who are in dire need of a baby

    Hello Everyone, my name is Dr Henry Olu, a great native doctor of my kind. I inherited this great work from my grand father and he also have helped a lot of people like you who is need of a baby, and also those who are in need of a man.

    I am legit and real because i am a profession, and this is my profession right from time and i have been on this for a long period of time now. So, if you are in need of a child, contact me today at agagulovespell@gmail.com, and my mobile phone number: +2349031244085. So that we can grant your wish for you.

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  21. LISA

    Dr.OSUN spell brought my ex back to my arms within the period of 24 hours and the joy in my heart right now makes me want to tell the whole world about the great love spell caster Dr.OSUN. here is his direct contact you can reach him with whatsapp him on +2348132537313 and his email is drosunlovespelltemple@gmail.com get in contact with him and he will reunite your broken relationship just like mine, thanks....

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  22. My name is Florence i want to testify how a spell caster save my home after 4yrs of marriage! I am gonna make this brief, it all happens like a dream come true. 2 months ago someone introduce me to this spell caster i never believe in spells until i gave it a second thought thinking about the past loneliness i have been through without my husband, the bbq fun together, the beach party, Halloween, Christmas etc. I don't want to be lonely this year all i wanted is to celebrate this up coming Christmas with my family. I made up my mind to contact the Spell Caster (Dr. Pepper Jnr), i contacted him and he gave me courage that i am gonna have my husband back home if i believe. He said he came to America to help people get back all they have lost, reunite broken homes and many more!!! I under-go the procedures and he told me and said after 7 days my husband is gonna call me. I said to my self that this not gonna happen, this is a man who haven't called me for more than 3yrs "lol". Kind of funny anyway, on the 8th day cant believe i got a call from an unknown number saying "Honey is me Ken" WOW! that was a miracle.. My husband is back home and even bought me a golden jewelry to prove how sorry he is to have left me all alone in these past years. I am so Bliss words alone cannot express the joy in my heart so i promise him i am gonna share this testimony to the world of his great powers. He just take over from his late father, His powers is so genuine, he is honest and very encouraging... HE also specializes on; Pregnancy spell to conceive baby, If you want your husband/wife to be yours forever, If you tired of being lonely and single and so mush more. Always saying YES to you needs....

    Note: You can also communicate with him on live video cam if you wish and to also see some of his magical powers.

    He is new here in America just start 5 months ago and people have started testifying of his great works, don't be left out. Contact him today via e-mail:

    dr.peggy_jr@solution4u.com You can also call or text him @ +1(830)-469-3292

    You can as well contact me for more info at my mobile number: +1(256)206-3112 Please text only cause i cant discuss about that because of my husband.

    Regards
    Florence

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  23. I never believed in spell casting, but After 6 years of dating, I still imagine how Dr Aza brought my ex lover back to me in just 24 hour. No one could have ever made me believe that there is a real spell caster that really work. am sandra by name,I want to quickly tell the world that there is a real on line spell caster that is powerful and genuine, His name is Dr Aza, He helped me recently to reunite my relationship when my ex lover who left me, When i contacted Dr Aza he cast a love spell for me and my ex lover who said he doesn't have anything to do with me again, he called me and started begging me. he is back now with so much love and caring. today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the powers of bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my lover,and the most surprise,is that our love is very strong,every day is happiness and joy. and there is nothing like been with the man you love.i am so happy my love is back to me with the help of Dr.Aza if you have similar problem i will advice you to contact him ,he is there to help you and put a smile on your face. his email: azaspellcaster@gmail.com or you can whatsApp his line:+2348107155060 or see more at http://azaspellcaster.wixsite.com/spell-caster

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  24. HELLO!!!!!
    I never believed in Love Spells or Magic until now: When I eventually found testimonials about this spell caster Lord Henry, and how he has helped many people to get their lovers and broken homes back, i immediately checked his website www.permanentspellcaster.com and contacted him through his email address permanentspellcast@gmail.com because I was absolutely desperate to get my husband back. Life without my husband was a real mess for me and my child. i wanted a dramatic change and I thought magic could be the solution. After discussing the resolution with Lord Henry, he gave me hope that he will restore my marriage. I felt confident that he will actually make my husband to return home and he did! It's fantastic what this great spell caster have done for me, his help is priceless! I don't know what I would have done without Lord Henry, he does his job so well, he is organized and highly functional, i believe he is the best spell caster i can count on when it comes to all kinds of spells, I was floored that his spells worked very well and fast. If you need help, contact him too on permanentspellcast@gmail.com ,, permanentspellcast@hotmail.com and
    permanentspellcast@yahoo.com you can as well reach his WhatsApp on +2348100663964

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  25. I never believed in spell casting, but After 6 years of dating, I still imagine how Dr Aza brought my ex lover back to me in just 24 hour. No one could have ever made me believe that there is a real spell caster that really work. am sandra by name,I want to quickly tell the world that there is a real on line spell caster that is powerful and genuine, His name is Dr Aza, He helped me recently to reunite my relationship when my ex lover who left me, When i contacted Dr Aza he cast a love spell for me and my ex lover who said he doesn't have anything to do with me again, he called me and started begging me. he is back now with so much love and caring. today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the powers of bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my lover,and the most surprise,is that our love is very strong,every day is happiness and joy. and there is nothing like been with the man you love.i am so happy my love is back to me with the help of Dr.Aza if you have similar problem i will advice you to contact him ,he is there to help you and put a smile on your face. his email: azaspellcaster@gmail.com or you can whatsApp his line:+2348107155060 or see more at http://azaspellcaster.wixsite.com/spell-caster

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  26. “I feel the same way as any other man with heartbreak and What would I have done if not for DR. wakina, my name is Mrs. Kelvin Scott, I am 45. years old and I have a son. Unfortunately almost a year ago his mom broke up with me because of a mistake I made and I just really want her back. she is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I want my family to be complete again, I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I read online that dr wakina helped a girl in this situation and I contacted him for help. I grew up with my parents divorced and I don't want that for my son and I miss my wife so much and just want my family to be bank again I want the love of my life back and I can honestly say that because she is the only woman I have ever truly loved with all my heart. So I seek help from wakinaspellhome@yahoo.com and he responded to me and he cast a love spell for me which I use in getting back my wife and I am happy and grateful to him for helping me and I want you all to also have the opportunity I had also, drwakinaspellhome@gmail.com or through his website http://wakinaspellhome.webs.com. is the only through help I have ever known. because he help me i believe he is ready to help you also if you are passing through relationship problems good luck...

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