***Submitted by Anonymous
This is the hardest thing I've ever written, but I can't not write it.
I'm hoping that getting it down on paper and seeing how bad it looks will convince me to stop binge drinking. I've spent the past hour or so reading other stories on this site, and I'm completely blown away by the bravery and honesty of everyone. Thank you all so much.
So I'm 28 and I've been drinking since I was 16. It's been out of control since my early twenties. I've always thought I'm not an alcoholic because I rarely drink during the day, and I can go weeks without drinking. But I can't face social situations sober, and I drink in secret.
I have driven drunk once, because I couldn't face a dinner with my closest friends in the world with only one or two drinks; I had to drink half a bottle of wine in my car first. The thought that I could have killed someone still scares the hell out of me, but not enough to stop drinking. I've rarely had sex sober. Or kissed anyone for the first time sober. When my sister and I go to our parents place for dinner every couple of weeks, I drink in secret and then have to make excuses why I can't drive home.
Once I went to birthday drinks with an old flatmate and her friends, who I didn't know very well. Because I was so nervous I drank a bottle of wine and god knows how many vodkas before I left my flat, and ended up so drunk that my neighbors found me later passed out on the driveway, covered in vomit, and I ended up in the back of an ambulance on my way to the ER. I have no idea how I got home that night, but I think I probably walked, both along busy roads and quiet dark streets. Anything could have happened to me. I was so lucky.
These are the very worst examples. If I wrote about every negative event in my life that included alcohol this would go way over 1000 words. But you get the picture. And nothing extreme has happened for awhile now, and I don't drink everyday, but when I do it's easily a bottle of wine, sometimes more. I always used to tell myself that I need to drink because I'm naturally shy. When I'm around new people, or people I don't feel comfortable with, I need a few glasses of wine. But it never stops at a few glasses. Once I start I just keep drinking. And I do the same with my best friends and my family too, even though I can sometimes be around them totally sober and be completely comfortable. So it's gone from drinking to be confident, to drinking because I can, because I love it, and I love getting drunk.
So I don't know where to go from here. I don't want to go to AA and I can't face admitting any of this to my family or friends. They know I have a drinking problem but they don't know it's this bad. And I don't want to stop drinking completely. I want to still be able to have a glass of wine or champagne every now and then.
There are no words to express how much I love drinking, especially wine, and especially the first mouthful. Almost all of the best nights of my life have involved copious amounts of alcohol. Binge drinking is such a part of life in Australia, and so many of my friendships are based on going out and getting drunk. I'm scared of what I'll lose if I stop drinking. But then again I'm terrified of what I'll lose if I don't.
Can anyone offer me any advice? Has anyone done this, gone from drinking heavily to just having the odd glass of wine every now and then? Is it possible? Any advice would be so appreciated.
Wow. I really needed to read your post. Thank you for sharing this and thank you for your honesty.
ReplyDeleteIf you've never tried to actively monitor your alcohol i.e. have a one glass, two glass limit- then maybe that's the first thing you should try. It does sound as though you've had some harrowing experiences from alcohol. I understand. I've been there MANY times.
I would suggest that, if you can't limit yourself one or two glasses in any given night, to go ahead and try AA. If you've never been, it's worth a shot. Give yourself a few meetings at a couple different locations... Good luck to you!
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DeleteI know exactly how you feel. I was also a sometimes drinker but once I got started, one was never enough. As I like to say, I have no "off" switch.
ReplyDeleteFor me there is no way to have just one or to moderate my drinking. If I start then I'm off to the races! And if I do manage to moderate it drives me crazy because all I can think about is either going to sleep so I can end the chatter in my head asking me for more, more, more; or going ahead and getting more, more, more which ends with me being drunk and doing ridiculous things.
Good for you for recognizing that it is a problem and that you are putting yourself in dangerous situations. I would also suggest that you at least give AA a shot - you never know how it might turn out. You don't have to stay and if you go to an "open" meeting you don't even have to speak. You can just sit there and absorb what is being said.
Keep reading the blogs and I would suggest a good book, "Drinking: A Love Story" by Caroline Knapp. It's a wonderful book filled with a lot of pain and wisdom.
Good luck with your journey and I hope you find the right solution for you. Just please try to stay safe.
Sherry
that is an excellent book. it took me 2more yrs of trying after reading it before i finally read the book that i found the answer to stopping in. The book called alcoholics anonymous. who knew that 10dollar book had the answer
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sober date 3-10-9
Deletei never thought possible that dr.marnish can do miracles, like restoring broken relationship! At first everything felt dreamy and unbelievable, I was scared a little cos I heard read and heard lots of stories of fake spell casters,scams and i never really believed in magic but I played along with a little hope and and faith and after everything, the love spell worked like a magic This love spells casted by dr.marnish@yahoo.com made my man who broke my heart 4 months ago to come back to me, this is unbelievable, Only 3 days after the love spell was casted, my lover said that he wants us to come back together. to my surprise, he came back the next morning he was all on me kissing and rubbing me telling me how much he missed me and how much he loves me , that he wants me back. i was happy and i gladly took him back, thanks to dr.marnish for helping me to bring my lover back
Jewels Allegro from USA
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ReplyDeleteI am in your same situation, I have also done dumb, dangerous things and been humiliated, embarrassed and ashamed of what I've done while drunk. I can't say I've ever been proud of anything I've done drunk.
ReplyDeleteBinge drinking is a big part of YOUR life in Austrailia. No doubt there are hoards of people (fun people!) who live there happily without drinking. You only see what you see because of who you are right now, and who you are surrounding yourself with. They say to hang around people who are what you want to become. Look around you and decide if that's the case. If not, I'm not saying you have to "dump" your friends, but maybe find some people interested in something else you may be interested in that doesn't involve drinking (hiking, shopping, movies, I don't know).
I recently stopped drinking for a month and started digging into why I drank, and what was uncomfortable when I didn't drink. Social awkwardness is just that, but everyone feels it. You are no more shy or nervous than anyone else. But, it feels really great to hang out with friends and successfully not drink - and have just as much fun - and NOT be hung over in the morning! Do that a few times and you'll realize you don't need it like you thought you did. You can learn to rely on a friend or family you are comfortable with. And, it gave me HUGE confidence.
I believe you are not a textbook alcoholic, but you are abusing it and doing unhealthy, sometimes dangerous things to your body. If you want to change, you can. But, if you make excuses or think it's too hard, maybe you're just not ready to change. Tough love here is to say, if you want to change, think about what needs to, what you really want, how you see a better you- and do it.
Once I stopped drinking, my friends didn't care at ALL. It was awkward for me, but not for them. They love me just the same, and I do crazy funny stuff without wine too. It was harder for me to accept myself sober than it was for anyone else, realize that, and move on, and get out and experience your life before it passes you by and you wake up not knowing how you got home again.
This is all sent with the best intentions and love, and of course it's all coming from my perception of what I read and what I know from my own experiences. None of this is easy and I don't claim it will be. I have been there. I stopped the cycle, and I know you can too.
I really liked your comment "...my friends didn't care at ALL.". I think you marked a very important point! It seems like when you don't drink, you don't fit in anymore. You're not part of the fun, the party. You're the outsider. No! You're right! Nobody cares. THEY get drunk and have a good time anyway, you drinking or not. You do it for YOU, to feel good YOURSELF, not for them, whoever they are!
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DeleteMe & my boyfriend was planning to get married last month, just last week we had some argument that made him get angry on me just because of the argument, he said we will not be married again and the next day he left me and we broke up. I still loved him and I wanted him to marry me, for me to get him back i had no choice than to contacted dr.marnish@yahoo.com to help me and he helped me to bring my lover back to me so we can continue our plan to be married. he came back after 3 days
Shelley Dustin
Spain
I am proud of you for realizing you have a problem. Unfortunately, I would have to say that it is likely that you can’t go back. You are an alcoholic, much like my beautiful and beloved Lauren Elizabeth Kelley—but Lauren doesn't realize that she has a problem with alcohol or drugs yet.
ReplyDeleteDrinking in moderation is something I do not believe you or Lauren are capable. of. The only way to really be safe and to get your drinking under control is to stop. One of the other posts here on Crying Out Now describes that situation in many ways and the solution to it.
Crying Out Now: The Exchange
The author of that post, like you and my beloved, was a binge drinker and could not drink in moderation. Unfortunately, sometimes even that isn’t enough as Renee describes in her post:
Crying Out Now: Renee—How She’s Feeling at Five Months
Sometimes, you have to make a fundamental sea change in your life to get away from the people, places and triggers that cause you to drink. I believe that is going to be the case for the woman I love. All of the people she has surrounded herself with for the past seventeen months are either alcoholics or drug addicts.
The only person that she has pushed away and out of her life is me—the one person she loves who doesn't have a substance abuse or drinking problem and the only person telling her the truth about what her addictions are doing to her and what the consequences of them could be.
You have to make a decision. The choices are simple:
1) Give up alcohol completely and reclaim your life and learn to love yourself, trust yourself and believe in yourself enough so that you don’t need the alcohol. It will take a lot of hard work and commitment, but I promise you—it will be worth it.
2) Try to drink in moderation and eventually fall back under the control of alcohol and lose everything. For most alcoholics, drinking in moderation is not a good idea or successful.
You have to decide what you really want for yourself and then stick to it. No one else can make this choice for you—just like no one else can make it for my Lauren.
In terms of full disclosure, one thing that terrifies me about my beautiful Lauren’s drinking and doing drugs is that she is driving high and/or drunk regularly. My identical twin was killed by a drunk driver many years ago and I do not know if I could forgive the woman I love most if she were to kill or seriously injure someone while driving drunk or high.
Good luck and God be with you.
What was the purpose of using your "beloved's" full name?
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Me and my boyfriend were dating for about 3 months. We were perfect Throughout the relationship though I notice he was very distant at times. I thought he was just still adjusting to the loss of his mom in December. We spent a great amount of time together and I got used to having him around. We were planning on moving in together and everything else. Well a week ago I slept over at his house and the next morning he had to leave for work, everything was perfect. He acted like everything was still amazing between us. Well that afternoon I tested him to check on his day and he broke up with me. He said he wants to be single and not ready for a real relationship and he refused to talk to me. He asks about me but refuses to get back together. i honestly have no idea what else to do. so one morning as i was browsing i mistakenly came across a site where I read some of the stories about dr.marnish@yahoo.com and how he had brought couples together and it amazed me.i contacted him and told him my problem and after 3 days later, something wonderful happened, my boyfriend came to my office to see me and he apologized to me, we have reconciled back
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You know what I did when I started wondering about my own drinking... Just out of curiosity, I read the AA book. I was SHOCKED at how much of it resonated with me, how much of myself I could see in it. That book was full of underlines, notes, and exclamations of "wow!" when I saw something of myself in there. When I saw all of that I thought, this book wouldn't resonate so much with me if I didn't have a problem with alcohol. Reading that book helped me come to the realization that I am in fact an alcoholic, which got me to go to an AA meeting and start talking about it. Honey, this disease is progressive, meaning it's only going to get worse, whether you like it or not. You have to get off the elevator sooner or later. Better sooner rather than later. I understand about loving the taste, the feeling, especially the first mouthful... but it's only going to come back to bite you, eventually. Consider stopping before things really get out of control. Believe me, you don't want it to be something horrible that forces you to admit what you already know inside, like wrecking your car and taking someone's life. You don't want to have to live with that. Right now, you don't have to. Stop, and get help. Good luck.
ReplyDeleteI always suggest Women for Sobriety. They have a terrific forum and chat room. http://womenforsobriety.org
ReplyDeleteI love WFS. I tried AA and it just didn't resonate with me. I am sober today longer than ever because of the support I've found with WFS.
DeleteHi, wow you could have been writing my drinking career! Well done, it took a lot of guts to write this and to take the first step to reach out. I'm a fellow Aussie who also never stopped at one (bottle). The idea of giving up however was so terrifying that i continued to drink heavily up until i stopped 84 days ago. I'm 43 and wish i'd had the courage to do this a long time ago.
ReplyDeleteI haven't attended any AA or 12-step recovery programmes because it's not for me but you could contact a few different places, try them out and see what fits for you? Or try one-on-one addiction counselling?
You could try: Women for Sobriety http://womenforsobriety.org
Rational Recovery: https://rational.org/
Mostly I'd recommend reading Jason Vale's 'Kick the Drink, Easily.' It really changed the way i view alcohol and it was extremely helpful.
I don't know of anyone who successfully moderates but that's not to say it can't be done. However, "I want to still be able to have a glass of wine or champagne every now and then" isn't working for you now so i'm not sure how you'd manage that in the future.
I understand how scary the idea is of a future without booze in it. I put off quitting for so long but it turns out to be the best decision i've ever made and certainly the kindest thing i've ever done for myself. I hope you take the next step and get some help. You're more than welcome to email me at lifespentdrunk@gmail.com
All the best to you
Imogen
I am 40 and have never had sex sober. Hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteUnfortunately we can't diagnose you with alcoholism. I can tell you the facts about alcoholism and how it was for me. Alcoholism is a two-fold illness in that alcoholics have trouble limiting the amount they drink and they also think obsessively about drinking when they're not. For me at the end I felt like I was just passing time until I got to my next drinking opportunity. What I want to emphasize is that this disease is progressive. I wasn't drinking every day, but I had gone from every few days to every other day. I also found that I was needing more and more. I'd be planning on having some wine and find myself buying 3 bottles "just in case."
ReplyDeleteI never tried to moderate, but even the Big Book of AA suggests you try doing so if you're not sure if you're an alcoholic. I never saw the need because I knew that when I drank, I was going for blotto 90% of the time. My disease was progressing because it taking more wine to get me to blotto and I wanted blotto more often.
Just 9 months ago I could not have envisioned existing without wine, and today I am happier than I remember being at any point in the last 12 years.
What all those people above said. There are a lot of smart sober women (and men) around the internet and I suggest you read read read and re-train your brain into not only kicking the drink but accepting and realising that a life without alcohol is not only totally possible but MORE FUN than a boozy life. More fun? I hear you cry? Yes! More Fun! I'm still amazed (just on 1 year sober) to discover that weddings, holiday weekends, parties, dinners, whatever is more fun sober than it was when I was boozing and trying to create some sort of high that I didn't need because the fun was already right there in front of me. I just wrote a post on this yesterday. There is so much more I can say but for now 1) you are not alone and 2) you can do this. Xxxxxxxx
ReplyDeleteYour description of yourself is me at 28 years old. Trust me, if you're relationship with alcohol is this unstable now, if you don't stop drinking, you'll probably head down a road littered with heartache and regret. Unfortunately I didn't give up alcohol when I was your age and now, at 40 years old having spent at least $145,000 during the ensuing years on my poison I am an alcoholic and I detest my addiction. Yet, so far I always kid myself and allow myself to drink. It's funny how something I used to to enhance my social life now leaves me isolated and lonely with a big dose of self loathing on top - every day. The sooner you stop the easier it will be to move on with your life. I guess it's like dumping a toxic boyfriend. I'm trying every day. Good luck to you, from a fellow Aussie xxx
ReplyDeleteI read this last night and thought about it all evening and I could not wait to get to a computer to reply. Thank you so much for opening up and sharing your story. It is an incredibly brave thing to do. As others have said before, you could have just described my drinking career. I am almost 30 and have not had a drink in 24 days. I have not gone to AA meetings but I did join a wonderful FB group that is for people determined to quit drinking and it has helped me so much. Booze Free Brigade is the name. Please know that you are not alone in this. I knew that if I did not stop drinking I was going down a dark road. I am still struggling and so I surrond myself with a "sobriety bubble". It consists of all my favorite food and drinks and movies etc. and i basically hide away from the world. I am just not ready to jump into social situations where I would be tempted to drink, yet. I can tell you that despite all the feelings I am feeling that I have been running from, I honestly LOVE having a clear head and for the first time in a long time I feel like I am actually beginning to enjoy life again. Sending you big hugs!
ReplyDeleteWow, I know how hard it must have been to get honest and write what you did. I can identify with so many of the things you talked about. I like you wanted to be able to "drink" sometimes, the problem with that is that an alcoholic just can't do that. For an alcoholic it is all or nothing. I just celebrated a year of being sober and I was scared to death when I decided to stop drinking. I thought, how am I going to Never drink again? Luckily we don't have to worry about FOREVER, just today-the 24 hours we have right in front of us. I did lose some friends but they weren't "real" friends anayway. The friends I have gained through AA and in sobriety are the best, most honest and amazing friends I have ever had in my entire life. To be able to go into a room and know that there are several people who understand what I have and still am going through is of great comfort to me. I tried to half-ass it for a very long time, to change what I drank, to hide it, to binge, etc., but the results were always the same and alcohol was ruining me and my life. I am amazed at how wonderful my life is today, I still have problems just like everybody else, but I DON'T have to drink over any of them... I will pray for you and we will be waiting for you to come and join us. God Bless you...
ReplyDeleteCongratulations to you! And, yes, I believe you have a better life today. Your post makes me feel like following your example. Thank you!
DeleteMy story is the same as yours down to almost every detail. In my experience, it is much easier to abstain completely than it is to try to cut back or control it, but I suggest you try it. Just have two. See how you feel. See what happens, For me, once I had one I didn't have a choice but to have the next one and the next one. Something clicked in my head, and... I was off to the races. I never thought I was a joiner. I never thought a meeting could help me. I never thought I needed help let alone that I would let people help me. In my experience there is a solution and it's at the very front of the phone book. I acknowledge that what has worked for me does not work for everyone. But I have never felt freer or happier in my life. I have closed ONE door, the door to alcoholism and I have opened all the rest.
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Hey! Just read your post on my e-mail inbox this instant. It is getting late (11:00 pm) and I am still having a (last) glass of white wine. Guess what? I think I am in the same situation. I don't consider myself as an alcoholic at all, but I'm still thinking I have a drinking problem, because I crave it and, just like you, I cannot see my life without it, especially on special occasions like birthdays, etc.. So what, so what...:) I'd better read the other posts before. This is such a good question. Can someone who likes a glass of wine too much have a life with just a glass of wine from time to time? Seems almost impossible for an "everything or nothing" personality like mine. I actually know what the solution would be for me: Do not drink ALONE and only drink in company of people you trust. If I could follow that rule, that would help tremendously :). OK, now, I am going to read the other posts. Thank you for sharing yours! Friendly yours.
ReplyDeletei and My wife started having problems, she goes out and come back late at night, she changed in a strange way that i could not endure, i tried to do everything to please her but it got worst, so one day she left the house and never came back, i tried reaching her but no way i could reach her, i never knew she traveled with her new lover which was mark, i wanted her so much because of the children she left for me and because i loved her so much too, because of the heart break she has put me into, i went into search of a real magic spell caster I was scammed twice by a spell caster, but I never relented in my search because I want a happy life with my wife, so one morning i saw testimony about a spell caster prophet harry, so i contacted him and to my greatest surprise this prophetharry@ymail.com made life manful for me again, my wife came back to me after 3 days of a love spell from this great prophetharry, i took her back and I am now settled with my wife by the magic power of prophet harry spell .
ReplyDeleteJames moon'
Thanks for sharing your story. It sounds very similar to mine. I've been searching online for a couple weeks now for information about binge drinking, as I always had a vision of what I thought an alcoholic to be and I definitely didn't think I fit the bill. The more I truly stand back and revisit my past with alcohol, I realize that nothing good has ever come from it. All my worst experiences have been as a result of a crazy night of drinking with friends. I don't crave alcohol and can go weeks without it, but if I go out with friends and plan to cab home, it is game on and I don't know when to stop. I haven't had a drink since Dec 30, 2012 and don't plan to drink again. I've been doing a lot of soul searching, and a lot of the realizations hurt but are necessary. Whatever you decide to do, whether it be stop drinking or cutting back, I believe it is for the better. xo
ReplyDeleteMy name is cheney from uk. I never believed in love spells or magic until i met this spell caster once when i went to Africa in February this year on a business summit. I meant a man who’s name is DR.EGOGO he is really powerful and could help cast spells to bring back one’s gone, lost, misbehaving lover and magic money spell or spell for a good job or luck spell .I’m now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 3 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 3years. I really loved him, but his mother was against us and he had no good paying job. So when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him. At first i was undecided, skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. And in 7 days when i returned to Canada, my boyfriend (now husband) called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married. I didn’t believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do. Well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid, and my husband also got the new job and our lives became much better. His email is egogotemple@yahoo.com
ReplyDeleteMy Name is HARRY.I will love to share my testimony to all the people in the forum cos i never thought i will have my girlfriend back and she means so much to me..The girl i want to get marry to left me 4 weeks to our wedding for another man..,When i called her she never picked my calls,She deleted me on her facebook and she changed her facebook status from married to Single...when i went to her to her place of work she told her boss she never want to see me..I lost my job as a result of this cos i cant get myself anymore,my life was upside down and everything did not go smooth with my life...I tried all i could do to have her back to all did not work out until i met a Man when i Travel to Africa to execute some business have been developing some years back..I told him my problem and all have passed through in getting her back and how i lost my job...he told me he gonna help me...i don't believe that in the first place.but he swore he will help me out and he told me the reason why my girlfriend left me and also told me some hidden secrets.i was amazed when i heard that from him..he said he will cast a spell for me and i will see the results in the next couple of days..then i travel back to US the following day and i called him when i got home and he said he's busy casting those spells and he has bought all the materials needed for the spells,he said am gonna see positive results in the next 2 days that is Thursday...My girlfriend called me at exactly 12:35pm on Thursday and apologies for all she had done ..she said,she never knew what she's doing and her sudden behavior was not intentional and she promised not to do that again.it was like am dreaming when i heard that from her and when we ended the call,i called the man and told him my wife called and he said i haven't seen anything yet... he said i will also get my job back in 3 days time..and when its Sunday,they called me at my place of work that i should resume working on Monday and they gonna compensate me for the time limit have spent at home without working..My life is back into shape,i have my girlfriend back and we are happily married now with kids and i have my job back too.This man is really powerful..if we have up to 20 people like him in the world,the world would have been a better place..he has also helped many of my friends to solve many problems and they are all happy now..Am posting this to the forum for anybody that is interested in meeting the man for help.you can mail him to imomohspelltemple@yahoo.com I cant give out his number cos he told me he don't want to be disturbed by many people across the world..he said his email is okay and he' will replied to any emails asap..hope he helped u out too..good luck:imomohspelltemple@yahoo.com.ONCE AGAIN HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS: imomohspelltemple@yahoo.com
ReplyDeleteHE CAN ALSO HELP YOU TO SOLVE ANY PROBLEM BECAUSE HE HELP ME ALSO AND NOW I AM VERY HAPPY AND IF YOU NEED HIS CONTACT VIA EMAIL:imomohspelltemple@yahoo.com
Hello To The World At Large, I am Miss Rose Clinton,From USA,FLORIDA.I will start by saying to all that have experience heart break and also cant do with out there lover should please stop here and read up my story, So as you will know how to go solving or getting your ex back from this spell caster..AND AGAIN I WILL WANT TO ALSO TELL ALL THAT THIS SPELL CASTER I WILL WANT TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT IS HARMLESS AND DO NOT HAVE ANY SIDE EFFECT, BUT TO RESTORE AND GIVE YOU BACK WHAT YOU DESERVE, COS WHEN I MEET WITH THIS SPELL CASTER THAT WAS INTRODUCED TO ME BY THE WIFE OF MY BOSS IN MY WORKING PLACE, HE MADE IT CLEAR THAT HE CAN CAST SPELL ON SO MANY OTHER PROBLEMS EXCEPT IN GETTING YOUR EX OR MAKING YOUR LOVER TO LOVE YOU MORE THAT WILL SUITE YOU. Last year December, My lover was cheating on me and was not also give me the attention that a man should give to a woman,And really that was troubling my mind and tearing my heart apart to the extent that i was not concentrating in the office the way i use to before the break up by my lover.And before that incident,I always see how my boss use to love his wife so much. I was binging to think that i was not doing the right thing to him that will make him love me forever,So i really gathered my courage and went to my boss wife office to ask her the secret that made her husband love her so dearly,In the first place she refused in telling me,She asked me why i am asking her such a question,That if is it not normal for every man to love his wife.I told her the reason that made me ask her about this question,That my lover started cheating on me lately,When i knelt down before her for her to see my seriousness in this issue that i went to ask her,She opened up to me by telling me that i should not tell anybody about what she want to tell me,The wife to my boss started to say to me that she used a very powerful spell on his husband to love her,And the spell that she used is harmless, But the spell is just to make him love her and never to look for any other woman except her. I QUICKLY ASK HER HOW DID SHE GET TO KNOW THIS GREAT,POWER,DURABLE AND PERFECT WORK SPELL CASTER,she said that a friend of hers also introduce her to him. Then i also ask her how i can meet with this spell caster.SHE SAID EVERYTHING TO ME,THAT THE NAME OF THIS SPELL CASTER IS IMOMOH ORACLE TEMPLE.My next question to her was how can i get this wonderful spell caster,She said she is going to give me the email of the spell caster for me to contact him for my problem,Really she gave to me this spell caster email and i contacted him and explained all to him,And after every thing that needed to be done by the spell caster, In the next two days, My lover that hated me so much came to house begging for forgiveness and i was so glad that i have finally gotten my heart desire..I was so grateful to this spell caster for what he has done for my life..and you can contact him through emial:imomohspelltemple@yahoo.com So i made a promise to him that i will always continue telling the world about his wonderful work towards me and also to other that came to you before and also the people that will also get to you from my story that i narrated online now..I will want to say to the entire world that you should not cry over noting again, That there is a great man that has been helping individuals to restore there Joy and smile in there faces !! The direct email to get this man is : imomohspelltemple@yahoo.com ,This is what i want to tell you all out there,That is thinking that all hope is lost ok..Thanks Regards, Miss Rose Clinton.
ReplyDeleteI AM SO HAPPY GIVEN THESE TESTIMONY AND I AM TELL EVERYONE THE GOOD WORK OF DR IMOMOH SPELL TEMPLE AND WHAT HE DID FOR AND MY FAMILY,,MY NAME IS MRS MARIA GREGORY AND I AM FROM USA AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I WAS VERY HAPPY WITH MY FAMILY ME AND MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN MARRIED FOR THE PAST 15YEARS AND WE WERE A HAPPY FAMILY AND TILL ONE SUDDEN DAY WHEN MY HUSBAND CAME BACK FROM WORK AND I GREETED HIM HE DID NOT ANSWER ME AND I NOTICE SO I WHEN TO HIM AND ASK HIM WHAT IS THE MATTER AND SUDDEN HE STARTED BEATING ME AND I CRIED AND HE DID NOT STOP,SO THE NEXT MORNING HE LEFT THE HOME AND DID NOT COME BACK AGAIN I AND MY KIDS WERE TRYING TO FINE HIM BUT NO RESULT TILL I SAW HIM WITH ANOTHER WOMAN IN A SHOPPING MOORE AND I WAS SO IN PAIN AND I STARTED LOOKING FOR HELP AND I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MANY SPELL CASTER BUT THEIR COULD NOT HELP ME AND I EVEN DID NOT BELIEVE IN SPELL AGAIN TILL A FRIEND OF MY IN THE OFFICE INTRODUCE ME TO A MAN CALLED DR IMOMOH AND WHEN I CONTACTED HIM HE TOLD ME THAT HE IS GOING TO HELP ME AND I DID NOT EVEN BELIEVE BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT THEIR ALWAYS SAY BUT I JUST TRUST TO MY GREATNESS SURPRISE WHEN I WAS IN THE HOUSE I SAW MY PHONE AND WHEN I CHECK IS MY HUSBAND BEGGING ME THAT I SHOULD FORGIVE HIM FOR HE HAS DONE TO ME AND I FORGIVE BECAUSE THE DR TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD FORGIVE HIM AND LOVE HIM AGAIN SO I AM TELL YOU NOW THAT I AM THE HAPPIEST WOMAN ON EARTH FOR THE GREAT HELP DR IMOMOH SPELL TEMPLE DID FOR ME AND IF YOU WANT TO GET CONTACT WITH HIM VIA EMAIL IS :imomohspelltemple@yahoo.com AND IF YOU ARE IN ANY PROBLEM I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT HE CAN ALSO SOLVE IT OKAY,,
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i am Mary from the united state, I want to say this explicitly for its of a surprise that regardless of the internet fraud, i could still meet some one this genuine, am not here to talk on relationship, so don’t be in the offing to hear that, but its something supplementary, for i seeked for a endorsement in my office for the past one year, but my boss asked me to lay with him, or no promotion, when i met dr dumedu he cast a spell for me and ask me to go to work and see what will happen, i went to work and saw my letter of endorsement waiting for me on my desk, just like that, i was so amazed, but i owe him the thanks….go to him for he will be of assistance, and please try to give him the chance he needs, for a chance might change your whole life…dumeduspelltemple@gmail.com
i am basically happy for what has happen in my life through a man that God really sent to bring joy to someones life,i saw a man that post about this Dr.Orissa a spell caster last week and ignore seeing the post and another lady again post about him as well so i contact Dr.Orissa for help to bring my Ex love that has gone for 3 years back,i thought it can’t be possible but my mind said i should give Dr.Orissa a Trial because i have meet many fake spell caster over here and nothing happen,i am using this opportunity to tell everybody or any one that read my post to please contact this man because he is different among them and the way he emailed and talk to me i really like it because he always tell what next to make your lover come back to you and it happen to me that i listen to everything he told me to do and i thank God that my lover emailed me 3 night ago and now we are planning to get married am so so so happy and thank you so much Dr.Orissa. you
ReplyDeleteI am a US citizen but I am Anonymous I have been scammed by this fake Spiritual Temple, I spent lot of money with even getting spiritual power to make wealth I borrowed money from friend and relatives without any solution to my problem in this fake Spiritual Temple, with all frustration some month back when I was looking for a real spiritual Priest that can give wealth I came across the Great Priest of ZOGO who is originally from Mozambique, after contacting him by call but due to language barrier I was unable to talk to him directly but by the Help of his spiritual translator who talk a little bit English that was to my understand, he told me what to do and after I made a spiritual sacrifice my life had a turn around view you might not understand till you try the Great Power of the Priest of ZOGO of Mozambique, If you wish to make contact with the Priest then contact him with the belong contact details, No matter what you need spiritually he can help you as long as you obey his spiritual rules.
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Love Spells
Money Spells
Lost Love Spells
Divorce Spells
Magic Spells
Protection Spells
witchcraft spells
Death Spells
Pregnancy Spells
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i never believed that this divorce would be canceled just exactly the way Dr ikuku told me that was how it happened.When Grey called me that he his no longer interested that he needs a divorce i was so shocking and wondering what made him to ask for a divorce it was just like a joke he filed the divorce and i got a letter from the court,i was just so shocking and having deep pain that why would Grey do me such a thing and we where suppose to come to the court to sign the divorce on the 20th of may,and it was getting late because i never wanted this divorce to take place there was no time i was just thinking and hoping for a miracle to come my way and make Grey forget about getting a divorce,But all my heart desire was granted with the help of Dr ikuku,After i read some interesting reviews about Dr ikuku helping a woman who are husband needed a divorce and it was almost late like mine.So then i contacted Dr ikuku and told him my problem he just told me not to worry that he assures me that everything would be okay and that Grey would cancel the divorce and beg me to forgive him,Dr ikuku told me that all this will come to past within 24 hours,i was like if this really happens i will testify his name to the whole world and i hoped on Dr ikuku to hear a good news,This was more than a good news the first call i heard was from the lawyer saying Grey came to his office and said he does not need a divorce any longer that he loves me and need me around,i was so happy in hearing that so as i was dropping the call Grey call came in and he told me in tears that i should forgive him and listen to him,Then i told him to come over he came over and we are together he loves me and said he does not need any divorce all he need is me he told the lawyer to come and change his will and every asset he owns to my name,Am so happy today and grateful for this wonderful thing Dr ikuku has done for me.You can contact Dr ikuku for help and get instant solution on ikukutempleofsolution@gmail.com or cell number +2348034458597 My name is Sarafina from the united state of America
ReplyDeletemy name’s Cynthia i want every one on this site or forum to join me thank this DRcafaispiritualtemple@gmail.com for what he just did for me and my kids . my story goes like this i was married to my husband for 5 years we were living happily together for this years and not until he traveled to Italy for a business trip where he met this prostitute who be witched he to hate me and the kids and love her only so when my husband came back from the trip he said he does not want to see me and my kids again so he drove us out of the house and he was now going to Italy for to see that other woman. so i and my kids were now so frustrated and i was just staying with my mum and i was not be treating good because my mama got married to another man when my after my daddy death so the man she got married to was not treating i and my kids well so i was so confuse and i was searching for a way to get my husband back to me and my kids so one day as i was browsing on my computer i saw a testimony about this MAN DR CAFAI of cafaispiritualtemple@gmail.com shared on the internet by a lady and it impress me too so i also think of give it a try at first a was scared by when i think of what me and my kids are passing through so i contact him and he told me to stay calm for just two days that my husband shall be restored to me and to my best surprise i received a call from my husband on the second day asking after the kids and i called Dr CAFAI and he said your problems are solved my child so this was how i get my family back after a long stress of brake up by an evil lady so with all this help from DR CAFAI of cafaispiritualtemple@gmail.com i want you all on this forum to join me to say a huge thanks to DR CAFAI and i will also advice for any one in such or similar problems or any kind of problems should also contact him for help Good bye
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